Thursday, February 7, 2008

i can fly!!!

I can fly:

I walk out of road n al I can find is hollow eyes, looking in my direction for reason I don’t know. Am I an alien, trodding the terrain not meant for me or am I the rebel declared outcast, fighting for a lost cause? I can sense the feeling of disapproval in their eyes, distrust for my act, my attitude but is it a sin to be a natural me? If it is then I am happy being natural me, the rebel with a cause. This is neither a revolution to overthrow the prevailing governmental technique nor for the rights of my community, caste or religion but this is the fight to live.

This is the fight to live, to live the life as one want to. I don’t wanna be Gandhiji (no offence to anyone and I have great respect for him in core of my heart). I don’t want you to decide what is good for me and what is bad? I can take my own decisions and you can’t stop me from taking them. This is not the course of Narmada which can be played with, neither this is the Ram setu which can be preserved or broken by some politicians having reasons of their own (phew! They are far from logic to be understood). But this is the rise of Vijay Mallaya and Anil Ambani which can’t be checked. This is the rise of Narayan Murty as the face of nation. This is also the rise of Yuvraj Singh and Sania Mirza as the new youth icon. This indeed is Hrithik Roshan and Aishwarya, rolling with full confidence. This is Ratan Tata and not some Ford driving the senses.

The gen-next is ready to take over anyone. This was proved by IIM passout opting for NGO’s and opening own firms than bootlicking for a job at MNC. The best example of youth power is Parivartan, party floated by IITians. Thus much haunted and dreaded boulevards of power politics is no more giving nightmares to us, we are all set to solve the maze of power. The confidence given by the booming economy has transformed the youth from a docile, subdued entity to one which is roaring. It’s similar to lord Hanuman reminiscence of power and crushing the dreaded lanka of Ravan.

This feeling is amazing and the best part is we being a part of this great transformation of our country from a country taking loans from world bank under their terms to one dictating terms to work on. We born just before the liberalization of our economy are the one who will have to shoulder the rise of our economy. One thing of which every one is sure of is we being able to do the same. The songs on everyone’s lips is :

I used to think that I could not go on And life was nothing but an awful song But now I know the meaning of true love I'm leaning on the everlasting arms If I can see it, then I can do it If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

I believe I can fly I believe I can touch the sky I think about it every night and day Spread my wings and fly away I believe I can soar I see me running through that open door I believe I can fly I believe I can fly I believe I can fly

Amin…

love is all around me!!!!!

I feel it in my fingers,
I feel it in my toes,
Love is all around me,
I saw the feeling grow!!!!!!!!!!

D surrounding was full with her aura; all I could see was her beauty. My eyes wer 2 full with her elegance to c anything else. Oh my god! What is this? I don’t know and I have no means to find out the answer for this.i think I got her wit my fancies and all my senses wer busy sensing her. All I could c was her beautiful eyes. All I could think was her, what c is doing, what c feels towards me, what c is thinking but I don’t know the answer for any. I hv a lot to tell, I have 2 much to ask but I don’t know how? Whenever c is not around me all I think is what ll I say when I’ll meet her next, should I tell her this or that? I do plan much, but all is lost once I meet her. Her presence makes me stupid, idiot and speechless. I m totally dumb and all my plans r in waste. I don’t know what to say or how to behave? This is a mystical experience, it make u feel as if you are the king of the world. It takes you to cloud 9 and u feels urself to be ready to take over the world. U no longer think wat other got to say or think, al u care is u n c. At this stage of mind 1 can easily climb Mt. Everest, cracking CAT seems to be the most trivial job left in his life.u feels as ur feelings r insatiable. My mind was 2 full with her to think of anything else. Wats happening to me?


But what is this? Is it love or just some harmonic chemical imbalance (chemical locha ). Is it just some fluctuation? Is there some eqn to find answer, to find a solution to this question of which I am sure would hv haunted most of souls who ever walked on this planet. Don’t u think a Newton’s law of love or an Einstein special theory of love would have served mankind better than their research work?

D worst part of the whole experience s when 1 s not sure of other and keeps on hiding the feeling behind the darkest lanes of heart, keeping these secrets more secure then Brutes betrayal of Ceaser (the Julius ceaser play ). D other biggest concern of any luv experience s when it’s misinterpreted. A simple frndship s most of the times considered as luv where as its just the other person have no feeling wat so ever of love. He/she is just trying to be a good frnd and it’s misunderstood as love. This s the worst thing tat can happen to anyone. And the vice- versa is also true, when your love is considered as your frndship. This feeling s also very killing. U r unable to express urself n u dono wat to do?shud u tell u luv her,but d fear of loosing her keeps u in abeyance.
Everyone says just go n express urself but hw many of those hv done tat?its easy sayin than doin.u r even cool wit the idea of her rejection but wats further haunt u is tat c ll cease being ur frnd nymore and under no circumstance u wanna loose a grand frndship for sum emotions of which u r not sure of. Is there any law, formula or theorem to find answer to any of thee questions? If you have then please tell it, I m sure this gonna be a great service to the mankind and if it really does help then you shud be awarded a Nobel prize.
Guys if u do hv any idea or suggestion to solve the biggest problem tat one has ever faced then come ahead n share it with everyone.Plz cum forward.plz.