Dogs day!!!!!
Another evening after a horrible day in college and I was on the boulevards of college, with a frnd, talking various day-to-day stuffs and there was this dog, sleeping under a tree, unperturbed by everything around him, and there was this feeling of immense complacency in his face. Impromptu my friend said, “yar es kutte ki jindagi humse achchi hai.” I replied,” yar cool down, we are not so bad.”
Late in night when I was lying on my bed, this incident flashed back. I started to think about t n t nearly startled me. ””The dogs life indeed s better than ours””. He gets all the food stuffs we get, coffee, breakfast, lunch, tea, snacks, dinner and milk just like any other of us. He indeed has friends n family like anyone else. He also has a well defined place to live in. Then what s there that differenciate us from them???
He doesn’t have to wake up early and rush to college as we have to do. He doesn’t have to listen to the draconian professors who like Dracula are bloodthirsty n survive on our blood(to be prcise most of them r a sadist lot). They don’t have to attend lab, for the mandatory 75% attendance, as if every lab we gonna create a software n turn up into next bill gates, God!. And worst part, getting scolded by some novice lecturer for doing nothing in lab. Hell! Look @ u. And the submission of assignments, records n bla bla bla. God knows wat a big irritation t s. Even if someone wanna do sumthin gud, the hectic life did not allow him to follow his course.
All those worries of life, all those confusion irritation pain agony regrets ( for what u hv done as well as for what u hv not done)keeps haunting me. There is this fear of failure, of confusion about what to do, what not to do, of pain n agony of all those things that shud hv been with me, but r not. These give me nightmares n test me to d core. I really wanna know if these dogs feel d same. Do they get these nightmares n wake up in d middle of nite( as a matter of fact I never do) looking for some soothing place to hide away from everything? Given a chance I wanna listen silence, see darkness, read thoughts, morph myself, move like wind.
